TT

I’ve done it twice at least, maybe thrice. And to be honest, I’m not sure about the third one which itself a condemnation.

Undermining and general cuntyness to my bosses, that is.

Noel, Malcolm and maybe Bill. I’m not sure about Bill. Years and jobs apart, the other two are Thomsons by some odd coincidence; something that I just noticed years after the facts.

All Kate’s are cunts, and their families. But I digress.

Are all coincidences odd? Is that a tautology. Is a normal coincidence a oxymoron? Is the antonym of tautology oxymoron? Should there be a comma in that last sentence? But I digress even further.

So Thorsten is just behaving like I have done previously. Unwitting, unknowing and without (much) premeditated malice, but with malice nonetheless. Fully indemnified by his quasi rationale belief in my hypocrisy and his own delusional lack of the same.

It matters not how I react to him. What matters is that I don’t react as did my former lieges. They were destructive in their revenge and generated the karma they deserved. And thus there was no generational growth. Our duty is not to ourselves but to the next generations in all their types.

We must not pass on the bad. We must recognise it in ourselves and at the very least figure out how not pass it on, even if we ourselves are fully inflicted.

Generosity of spirit, that is the key. Even if the recipient doesn’t deserve it in any universe.

I must endeavour not to do the obvious and not be myself.

This is very comforting.