This is a subject matter that I have been struggling with for quite a while.
It’s got to do with community and connectedness and I am not claiming that I have any definitive answers as I write this post. It’s more a case of crystallising my thoughts as they exist today in order to further my internal debate on the subject.
The other day I was accused by someone of having a ‘twisted view of the world’ and a ‘nasty attitude toward women’ and some other very negative and extremely unwarranted comments. And all this based on an uninvited and uneducated perusal of my blog, or some fraction of the 3000 entries over two and half years.
Ultimately, because the stakes were quite high, I took the low road and removed my blog from public view.
This series of events made me examine a question that I have been grappling with for quite some time. On one hand there is the desire to write insightful critiques of humanity and let these thoughts percolate out in the hope of what?
On the positive side there is the hope that I might influence people to think about issues in a more rational and enlightened fashion, and yet on the other hand is there the desire for recognition?
The answer lies in the eternal struggle that is best exemplified by the life and teachings of Buddha.
Buddha removed himself from the world of excess in order to find inner peace and solace from the suffering that humans seem to wreak upon each other. And yet he also appears to have reached out and shared his learnings so that others could travel the path that he had travelled.
Ultimately his message was that the path to enlightenment is an individual one but that by travelling this path we could eventually reach Nirvana wherein we could rejoin a community of people free from the vice of causing suffering upon others by any of the members.
Buddha himself, as the prophet, excused himself from the discipline of separateness and preached the path to enlightenment well before there was even a hint that the communal Nirvana was on the horizon.
Was he sacrificing himself for the common good or was he also sneakily seeking fame or recognition as well? Pride is a very persistent human trait, the lantana of the mind.
We humans have excelled in our biosphere for many reasons but above all else because we have the capacity to rationalise the benefits of social cohesion towards our own ability to reproduce. Which is to say that our purpose for being here is to propagate and our minds give us the ability to collaborate in order to achieve this goal.
History tells us that this social cohesion is a soup of good deeds that slightly outstrip the bad deeds. We have continued to thrive as a species because we keep finding new ways to consume and propagate at a rate that exceeds our ability to fuck it up. Just.
And in the history of this journey there have been individuals, Jesus, Buddha and others, that have represented a stake in the ground, a turning point whereby new values of social cohesion have been espoused and have ‘stuck’.
There probably have been countless other wiser and smarter people that have lived and died without leaving a lasting impression. Possibly through poor timing or poor luck or even through deciding that personal enlightenment outweighed the benefits of lasting communal good.
I believe that right at the core of this debate lies a critical decision; to commit to the greater good at personal cost, or not.
As I write this I am not sure where I sit on this dimension. I am not claiming to be a prophet or anything similar.
And yet, in my small world I see increasing levels of public debate dominated by those that would take us backwards in order to serve their own needs.
There is a clear lack of informed counter arguments. The mechanisms of communications as we have today favour the ill informed. Rational thinking is quickly labelled as negative because it involves critique as a first step.
It easy for me to deconstruct and critique the fallacious lollipops of pop culture that surround me. Yet it is much harder to find a means to communicate this to an audience that craves short chain carbohydrates over complex proteins.
The job is hard, and the feedback is soul-destroying in its negativity. And a little voice keeps whispering to me ‘all you are doing is seeking is recognition and fame as the truth whisperer, the saviour from the hollowness’.
The world that we live in is a complex place and it is easy to get distracted by issues that will be forgotten by history because they don’t matter. Politics, business, technology – these are but the short-term killing fields of the vanities of the self-serving consumers that voice fears of the ever-after but live for the here and now.
The issues that ultimately matter are those that impinge on our ability to exist without undue suffering. And we are entering an era where our continued existence is just as critical an issue as the suffering that we heap on each other. We are threatening our own survival through our consumption which is largely free of of the sufferings of times past.
This is a new paradigm and we need new answers. The teachings of the old prophets are of value but we need new values if we are to survive, let alone thrive.
On balance, my current view is to extract myself from this quixotic concern. There are billions of people on this planet and history would tell us that the numbers are on our side. With need the message that we must hear will miraculously emerge from the pastiche that is mankind.
It might be this year or it might be in 50 years time. And when it happens it just will. No individual has to labour towards the goal because it can’t be gamed and any effort to do so will probably fail.
I think I have my answer. Blog out. For now.
