Meh

I’m still learning learning to “just let go”; to stop worrying about things, to ignore hypocrisy, etc.

The easiest wedge into this calm state of mind is my own hypocrisy, which I have carefully cultivated over the decades.

I knew it’d come in handy one day.

In any case, in place of outrage, I now say little but take note so as to avoid anything that is potentially harmful.

And there’s plenty out there, focused on my ill health and poor state of mind. You’d think they’d have better things to worry about but, no.

The truth is that humans measure their state of well being in a relative manner, not an absolute manner. Prosperity and well feeling; these are only a result of doing better than other humans by whatever generally accepted measures one fuckwittidly adopts.

Morons to a woman, born in fear and dying in ignorance, what purpose is served other than propagation of inanity? You can add the ‘s’ if it pleases you.

Meh.

I do wonder though, how I take it? How long before I crack? I don’t really know why I haven’t. I’m not even sure that I haven’t.